returning to a city
— Rehan Qureshi1 min read
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I walked through the streets, feeling like a ghost, invisible and unseen. The city was just as I had left it, the same sounds, the same smells, the same feel of the sun on my skin. But something was different, something had shifted, and I couldn't quite put my finger on it. I think it's the way that cities can change, and yet remain the same, like a person who grows older, but still retains the same essence.
I felt a sense of disconnection, as I walked through the familiar streets, and saw the familiar sights. It was like I was seeing everything for the first time, and yet, it was all so familiar. I didn't know what to make of it, or how to process my emotions. I just knew that I felt lost, and alone, and like I didn't belong.
The city didn't need me anymore, it had moved on, and I was just a relic of the past. I think that's what happens when we leave a place, we become a part of its history, and it continues to evolve, without us. And when we return, we're like strangers, trying to find our place in a world that has changed.
— Rehan Qureshi
@rehanqureshiI grew up in Hyderabad and have spent the years since trying to figure out what that means. Writing about memory, family, and the places we carry.